please dont leave me

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I don’t know if I can yell any louder
How many time I’ve kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
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I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is….broken

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Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I’ve never been this nasty
Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don’t mean it
I mean it, I promise

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Please don’t leave me
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Please don’t leave me
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I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this
Please, don’t leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can’t be without, you’re my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I’m sorry.

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Please, please don’t leave me

Baby please don’t leave me
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me no no no
You say I don’t need you but it’s always gonna come right back,
It’s gonna come right back to this.
Please, don’t leave me.
No.
No, don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don’t need you
But it’s always gonna come right back to this

Please don’t leave me
Please don’t leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?…What is it with you that makes me act like this?…I’ve never been this nasty…Can’t you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest…But baby I don’t mean it…I mean it, I promise…And I need you, I’m sorry…

…checking on the calendar….why i’m so fucking broken?!…did my cycle of ‘monthly mood-swing’ already in the corner..?..nope…shouldn’t be this early…as healthy normal woman…it shouldn’t be…then..why?…

i’m suppose to be strong…suppose…but why i keep falling…keep being so naive…being so stupid…did i lost my mind?…

owh..c’mon~~! stop being like a puppy…shaking tail for attention…dem….couldn’t help it…be a lil bit tougher…

footnote: i’m not a puppy…