i’m a dreamer…

there are so many things that i’ve always wanted…until sometimes…i just don’t know what i really want..i’m confused..i’m so weak that i can easily fall for something…can easily touched by something…easily laugh for nothing…and……and can easily cry..when i’m sad…and when i’m happy…
they say…talk is cheap..and..for my term…it is tears…easy….perhaps…my tear drops has no values…too easy……
last night i watched damages…and i’m kinda triggered with what Hewes said…
“no…love’s nuthin..love’s easy…they came out of you, you love them…what you do after that is the hard part…..”
sigh….i played it back to back and pondering…..hmmm…
do you really think it’s easy?…
…perhaps it’s not that true…
..but still…it could be…
..i’m a dreamer…all that i’ve always wanted…are always something that i’m not really sure….
i have family…lovely parents….funky siblings…hyperactive kiddos cuzs..i’m happy…
i have friends…some guardian angles….my up and down…shoulders to cry on…i’m happy…
i have a job…a good job…good opportunities….ok..management sucks..but ignore it…adorable friends….i’m happy
Opened up it’s revealed
Savour this
Dont get lost in a lie
Hit or miss
Beside, my self, with doubt
push on what’s to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lies
I thought I found (once i fought)
What I always wanted
Bear with me (bear with me)
I thought I found (once i fought)
What I always wanted
Bear with me (bear with me)
Certainty
Not at hand
I can’t keep my eyes shut
Chose not to listen
I thought I found (once i fought)
What I always wanted
Bear with me (bear with me)
I thought I found (once i fought)
What I always wanted
Bear with me (bear with me)
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
Once I Fought
still…i’m a dreamer…
waiting..and wanting…uncertainties…
f***!
nota kaki: manusia memang tak pernah bersyukur…
nota kaki tersepit: ape kes cakap omputih?
nota lagu: kittie-what i’ve always wanted (Oracle)…..love them…
and for me its called ‘period’. hahaha…
and for me…its called..pelempang! *kelepek!*kelepek!
adus…
so emotional..
huhu…stended ar…gadis…..hahahahaha
gadis? poyo..poyo…
it’ll come to you sooner or later. just have faith..
faith….hell yeah
everyone is a dreamer la.
u’ll not get anything if u don’t have a dream. so, just dream on babeh~ haha. tapi, dream2 pun kena la ada tindakan susulan.
hell yeah!!
apo lak case dreamer lak nih …
huh
ape yang ko dream kan sebenarnya nih ha? dok pahe ler..
ko best pe, dok ngn family, hari2 jumpa depa..keje seronok, gaji besar, duit bynk, leh shopping2..i’m dreaming of that!! duit!!!!! its all about duit!! mana nk carik duit bnyk2 nih…!!