Help me..teach me..

because i’m so naive..

freaking-ly innocent

and just plain stupid..

ngeeeeeeee……..

I’m addicted and overdosed…again…

and again…

i m u s m b i c f u…

Nigga Ft Belinda – Baby Te quiero

Romantic style in the world
This is the remix
Romantic flow
Con Beli y yow

Nananana…

Y es que te quiero uooooo
baby te quiero uo uo
desde que te he conocido
you’re making me weak

Y es que te quiero uooooo
baby te quiero uo uo
desde que te he conocido
yo vivo tan feliz

I wanna heard you girl
I wanna abrazarte
Y mil canciones al oido cantarte
I got a rose and i want a regalarte
Baby girl me enamoraste

And on expected when you say hello hola mi vida
was like a song inside my head
your voice a melodia
looking in your eyes I only see noches y dias
sin tu inspiración no existira esta poesía

Y es que te quiero uooooo
baby te quiero uo uo
desde que te he conocido
you’re making me weak

Y es que te quiero uooooo
baby te quiero uo uo
desde que te he conocido
yo vivo tan feliz

You, you feel my up deep inside
Your my friend our nigth live
can live without you baby
You make my dreams fly so high
I reach the stars in the sky
Just thinking about you baby

You cannot imagine how much i miss you baby
cuando no tengo cerca
I feel im going crazy

Y es que te quiero uoooo
baby te quiero uo uoo
desde que te he conocido
you’re making me weak

Y es que te quiero uoooo
baby te quiero uo uoo
desde que te he conocido
yo vivo tan feliz

Nananana
Yeeeeah yeeeeah
Nay nay
Y es que te quiero woooo
Nanana
Yeeeeaaaah
Yow
This is the remix
Romantic style Con Beli
Ya tu sabes
Flow
Mi niña linda
Romantic style in the world

The eye of the storm and the cry in the mourn

just dunno what’s in my head tonight..

i think i’m just crazy…

i guess…”i’m just a liltle bit caught in the middle..live is a maze and love is a riddle…”

but i’m not that strong…too stupid..too weak…too hopeless

“So don’t be alarmed if he takes you by the arm. I won’t let him win, but im a sucker for his charm..”

then? should i?

“Oh how I hate the way he makes me feel…And how I try to make him leave…. I try…oh I try…”

“The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn,You’re fine for a while but then start to loose control….”

damn…

but…

He’s there in the dark,

he’s there in my heart,

he waits in the winds

he’s gotta play a part

Trouble is a friend, trouble is a friend of mine…..

so close but yet so far…

pieces of me

“…i’m so tired of being here…….if u have to leave…i wish that u were just leave….ur presence still linger here….…this pain is just too real….” -my immortal

 

sajak jiwang2 ntah ape2….

 

 

-mesuchafool-

 

why me??!!

aku rasa….mcm… ” I just can`t get U out of my head Boy your loving is all I think about I just can`t get U out of my head Boy it`s more than I dare 2 think about  There`s a dark secret in me Don`t leave me locked in your heart  Set me free Feel the need in me Set me free Stay 4ever and ever and ever and ever “… tapi…still…. “Every time we lie awakeAfter every hit we takeEvery feeling that I getBut I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awakeBy every sigh and scream we makeAll the feelings that I getBut I still don’t miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about youWhy do I love youI hate everything about youWhy do I love you”

aku version sedih2 pilu….marang kerapu kepunden….

post ketika aku tak beberapa nak center….

jgn amek port sgt….aku memang mcm nie…

addiction

“the things about addiction is…it never ends well, because eventually, whatever it is, that was getting us high..stop feeling good…and starts to hurt…….” -Dr. Meridith Grey,Grey’s Anatomy, Season 4, Ep2

 

sigh………this is sow damn true…huhuhuh

stop it or go for it!!

aku sampai tempat kerja awal giler niari….aku bawak laju td seploh minit je dah sampai parking lot…jam baru pukul 6:35….”awal ni?..nak tunggu dalam keta dulu ker?”…tanye abah dgn penuh koncen….”tanak…nak gi ber@%”…ekekkeke..aku gelak..abah gelak….

aku decide nutk terus je pegi opis..langit gelap lagi..totoi baru reply msg yang malam td aku hantar…dia mengadu pasal karem(bukan nam sebenar)….aku pun bagi la moral sapot sambil buat lawak bodo….cerita jugak pasal meeting semalam….meeting yang 2 jam setengah baru habes…sambil aku jalan main2 msg..perut aku memulas…..ceh..mesti mulut aku masin sbb buat lawak ngan abah td..bengong…..namun aku teruskan je perjalan aku dgn penuh kontrol….

sampai kat building navy aku terdgr suara yang paling aku taknak dgr di dalam ’saat genting’ ini….”amoi…!!!!” suare aunty cleaner memecah keheningan pagi….”damn!”..hati aku mula berbulu…ish..teruk betul la aku ni…mcm tu sekali aku tak ske kat aunty nie….dia tak buat salah ape pun kat aku…masalah dia adalah dia cuma suke bercakap dan suara dia mempunyai frekuenci 60 desibel….setakat kat opis tu….satu floor boleh dgr dia bercerita…dia jugak suke menegur kite org kalau jumpe kat mana2….on the way gi tolilet, kalau dia jumpe dia tego.. “ammmoi!..” …jap lagi….dalam 5 minit lepas tue kalau korang bertembung lagi dgn dia… “ammmoi!!….” ….dalam opis setiap kali dia amek sampah dia panggil lagi.. “ammoii!!..” …kire at least 3 kali satu hari dia akan tego…sbb dia sapu sampah sekali…kutip sampah 2 kali….ini lum kire korang bertembung ngan dia la time korang jenjalan kat building nie..hado…..

aku tinggal kan aunty tu jalan sensorang lepas dia mula bercakap..”wa panggil2 lu amoi2!! lu talak lengar!!..wa jerit2 lu talak tgk wa!..”….aku cume reply dgn senyuman yang tak beberapa ikhlass….aku malas nak borak dgn dia..lagipun dia jalan perlahan…aku pulak ‘emergency’ nie….lalalalla……dalam perjalan aku yang seterusnye (selepas aku tingal je aunty tu)..aku ligat pikir pasal ape yang ana cakap semalam…..ana bagi respon negative..ajak pulak bagi respon belum cuba belum tau….erk??!..aku pun tak tau la….aku mcm tak ready je….tak ready pasal ape?..hmm..malas la aku nak elaborate….aku lebih suke nak citer pasal kerja buat masa ni….aku dalam process menbetulkan hala tuju career aku….semalam aku ,totoi dan nazir jumpe planning manager kiteorg..nak mintak tukar project….aku dah letih dah deal ngan gumusut yang kusut nie….trevor memang welkam kami…sebab ade 2 project tak cukup project planner….project pc-4 ngan hape ntah dia sebut semalam aku tak ingat….tp dia akan tarik kami phase by phase….tak leh angkut sekali gus…and still dia kena bincang ngan bos aku kat gumusut ni..bos albert cute…depa satu kampung…scotland…sorang cute..sorang kacak siot..trevor mcm tom cruise..tua2 charming (>_<)..ekekeke

aku memang letih giler involve ngan project nie….buat workpackage…repetition job…dalam meeting semlam pun depa dah buat lawak suro stanby 2 kontena untuk bawa paper work workpakage…..aku nak belajar more on project planning…..buat workpack aku kena banyak belajar sendiri!..takde guide susah jugak…dahla smer paper work tu aku yg sign…senang2 je org nak baso aku yang experiyen nye besar kuman je kalau ade salah on paper2work tue…sekarang still stage pre fabrication lagi…baru sikit2 activity dia…..kat workshop pun lum ade satu assembly yang dah berdiri gagah as a big block….this project seems to be forever…bile aku nak pandai kalu gitue?!!?!….lalalaala….aku ade target…dalam 2 tahun lebih…harga aku dalam pasaran gelap oil and gas mesti kena over 5k…itu minimum la 2 3 tahun….tp tgk la project ape aku involve…kalu project biliyen2 pun tp 2011 baru siap..wtf?….aaa…..tolong!!tolong!!..eh? kejap kejap..habes tu? bile aku nak kawen?!……dan sekali lagi aku teringat pasal ape yg ana and ajak cakap….stop it…or go for it?hahahahahahahahaa……

~~~welcome to the loserville~~~~urgh..me sow naive (>_<)

bagaikan langit-steve

……dgr la lagu nie…bile anda layan anda akan rasa mcm baru mula berchenta…first time dating..waktu bunga2 chenta baru berkembang…….sambil jalan2 kat taman….bunga2 and dedaun kering jatuh…..naik beskal gether2 mcm korang jelah yang berchenta waktu tue..hahahahahahaha……

lurve is in the air

ku baca emel kawan ku fowed2 td…kurasa ramai je pernah baca emel berupa ginih…meh ku sharekan…..

To My Friends Who Are………..SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love’s only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are…………NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s ‘perfect person.’ It’s about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are…………PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say ‘I love you’ if you don’t care. Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look  
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both  says…

To My Friends Who Are…………MARRIED

Love is not about ‘it’s your fault’, but ‘I’m sorry.’ Not ‘where are you’, but ‘I’m right here.’ Not ‘how could you’, but ‘I understand.’ Not ‘I wish you were’, but ‘I’m thankful you are.’

To My Friends Who Are…………ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are…………HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are…………NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don’t stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are…………POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it’s more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are…………AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when 
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are…………STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it. If he isn’t worth it now he’s not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go…..

bekground sewaktu menulis blog ini adalah lagu enya-only time~~ cam shahdu2 je kedengaran….

crushed…

fren is four letter word…i hate superstition..but somehow..sometimes i do belief in it…i do belief in frenship…but somehow..and sometimes..i do hate it…sigh…….

 

i think i’m a pagan of love….coz i always refuse to understand……