Tattooed with solitude, I’m holding on
Try and find somebody, I’m not that strong
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
My face is limp again, I’m turning blue
So tired of feeling nothing, can’t think what to do
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
Now how are you supposed to feel
When you feel nothing anyway?
Now how are you supposed to feel
When you feel nothing anyway?
Carbon copy ponytails, I fight way through
My face in dirty now, finding you
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
Now how are you supposed to feel
When you feel nothing anyway?
Now how are you supposed to feel
When you feel nothing anyway?
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
When I’m choking on the ground
And I’m choking not a sound
Now how are you supposed to feel
On the ground
Now how are you supposed to feel
Not A Sound

petang semalam aku makan nasik…lauk ikan kembung masak lemak cili padi….ngan sayo kobes….

aku makan sambil tgk ellen punyer show…dia tgh temuramah critina agilela…makan punyer makan punye makan…tetiba aku tercekik tulang…..aku berlari pigi sinki and try keluarkan tulang tu…..

“blueek…blueeekk!” mak aih teruknyee sound effect…..aku muntah2 sbb nak kluarkan tulang tu kononnye…..merah2 mata aku…takberjaya…habes smer nasik yg aku makan td….smer kluar balik..macam bulimia la pulek…..tak berjaya jugak….abah suro aku telan gumpalan nasik…..aku dah buat..namun tulang degil itu tetap tak berganjak dari tengkorok aku…..

setelah hampir 20 minit berusaha kat sebelah sinki…aku putus asa….dgn selambe aku minum air oren….naik atas..masuk bilik aku….on notebook main game…..anggap smer td tak berlaku…tension2….aku berkira2 kalau aku tak baca bismillah…..uhuk!uhuk!…..doa makan mungkin tak baca..tp bismillah tu kompom rasernye…..

pagi ni tulang tu ade lagi..aku mungkin akan boikot ikan buat masa nie…..biar aku kerek dgn lauk ikan mak buat sementara waktu….

hado………